OK I feel better now

Thanks for letting me rant. I hope y'all realize that mostly I'm just tired and frustrated and NOT looking forward to going back to work. And unfortunately I take it out on my husband.

Poor husband. :(

Single Parenting; or Why I Hate Cats

After some much appreciated advice from my friend Mike (I <3 you, Mike!), this post has been deleted.

:)

Freedom!

I went to Target today.

By myself.

It was heaven!

I pumped a bottle for J. to feed to E. while I was gone, and left as soon as I'd fed her to try to give him 2 hours until she was hungry again. Of course, about 30 minutes after I put her in her crib, she started fussing.... Go figure... Today's been just a fussy day!

I've noticed that the less she sleeps during the day, the more she fusses at night. I think today she's slept a total of two hours off-and-on... Instead of two hours, wake to feed and change, then sleep two hours again.... wash rinse repeat. Not so much today.

*sigh* oh well. She should pass out here pretty soon... I hope!

I feel so much better!

I don't know why!

Maybe it's because E. woke up being all cute and adorable and we spent the morning cuddling and being cute together before J. left for work.
Maybe it's because J. helped and started laundry and cleaned the cat box this morning.
Maybe it's because she didn't fuss and scream this evening.
Maybe it's because I fit into my size 12 denim capris today! Ok truth be told they were too tight and rode up my ass a bit... but it was SO NICE to be wearing non-maternity clothes!

*sigh*

Here's to the end of a very good day.

Now I'm off to the shower!